Vankyle

i turned 22!

2008-08-10T20:29:00.006+08:00

I'm kinda diggin that Jennifer Aniston hairstyle (in friends 1)!!! loving that bombastic yet tamed hair with the curled fringe...Darling wx brought me to her studio to do hair and makeup before my bday dinner at Admiral Bar and Grill.

Didnt thot the clique would like have KTV-styled party since only me wx larry and nd love to sing in the group. But den it was a blast! Was so surprise everyone fooled arnd and enjoyed themselves for the 4 hrs in the room at Admiral.

K i am not gonna show much pics as i have many embarassing moments caught by the cam! Thank u everyone for making it such a wonderful night for me.. especially my dear nd.. thanks for organising and planning all these despite me being such a wet blanket initially. =)

AND I LOVE ALL OF YOU... FOR GIVING ME SUCH A WONDERFUL PRESENT. WAS SHOCKED TO SEE SUCH AN EXPENSIVE PRESENT. =)

OMG! ITS PRADA WALLET (from clique and darlin nd) AND AGNES B POUCH (from darlin nd)

i love love love love love them. =D

The cost of love

2008-02-17T00:26:00.005+08:00

Nd told me that he heard on the radio...saying that Singaporean was rated 1st in the world for most money spent on Vday, with an average of $500. It seems like a huge sum to me at first.. but den i realised... its Singapore after all. The cost of living here is relatively high and so obviously the cost of love is high as well.

Most of the restuarants changed to set menu on Vday, with a charge of $100+ bucks per pax.

so 2 pax = $200+++

Most guys will buy a bouquet of flowers, even though i think its extremely unneccesary, and the price of roses will be jack up to bout $70-90 per bouquet, depending on size.

And if you add in a nice practical and decent gift, its about $100++ or so.

So actually it not difficult at all to hit that figure.

wat an expensive day!

Me and nd had dinner at Le Papillon. It a pretty and cosy restaurant at Red Dot Traffic. And their food is pretty good. Every dish from the appetizer down to the desserts were good and exquiste. Their Vday menu was quite worth it ($108 per pax) compared to other restaurants which serve simple salads and soups followed by main course.

They gave us a free shooter (watermelon juice with a tinge of tobasco sauce) Sounds gross but taste pretty refreshing!

There's complimentary champhagn for us... and each lady gets to recieve a red rose from the restaurant! so sweet right..

and there's 5 dishes, including desserts.

The important thing is that... you actually FEEL FULL after the meal... because usually at such fine-dining restuarants, the portions are real small.

I highly recommend the place for Vday next year!

Thank you dear!
Simply for being beside me these years.

And i'll use your gift to capture many more moments of us.

luv luv luv.

AND YOU ARE BANNED FROM BUYING FLOWERS OR GIFTS ABOVE QUOTA OF $50 NEXT YEAR!!!!

NO JOKE OK!

Happy CNY '08

2008-02-15T03:52:00.003+08:00

My relatives have finally returned to hometown.

Gosh..20 people sleeping over in my house is really no joke man..
you open a room door and you'll see bodies lying all over the place. >.<

This CNY has been the most energy-draining period for me. ( Have yet to recover fully from it)
its eating and mahjong-ing every day!!
yes.. its hk tradition to mahjong and i cant believe even my little cousin of age 9 can play mahjong better than me! i'm ultra noob. prob the most.
WX, CINDY, KEN, LARRY, JO, MARC, SHAOWEI!!
me and nd needs immediate mahjong training.... =<

Cruise was rather boring. Again, it was non-stop eating/mahjong-ing/gambling....does seem like there's anything else interesting to do.
me and nd went to the casino to try out our luck on the last night of cruise, and yes. you got it. We DUN have luck. lost $50 betting on BIG and SMALL!!!
oh well... lucky the money was sponsored by you-know-who..hohoho.

Next year, they are planning to go Cambodia - where one of the 7 wonders lies... and i swear there's nothing much to do there except gambling, eating and beaching.. gosh.

CoCo Lin - my cousin! She's only 12 yrs old, but uber mature, and standing at a height of 165! Do we look lik sistas? lol

ok. my bro who thinks he's a celeb. He's always in the cap-and-shades look. But i think the only good thing i can point out bout him is that his singing rocks (nd think so) hahaha

aye.. shall con'd another day. its 4.29 am now.

HAPPY VALENTINE"S DAY!! I LOVE ALL OF YOU!!

i love nd too =D

dream a little dream of me

2008-01-28T22:48:00.001+08:00

Remember when i was young, adults used to question me - "what are your dreams when you grow up?"
most of the time, i will have an answer to it almost immediately.
teacher, doctor, lawyer, police woman, tai tai, business woman.. you name it, i got it.

But now, as i reach the phase of my life where i got to really choose my career path, my future.. i seem to have lost my direction.

People always say, "life is when you pursue your dreams." But in reality, how many of such dreams can really be pursued? In the world now, everything is about being practical, keeping within the safezone and bringing home the bread.

This was exactly my thought when i first decided to major econs. Not because i love it. But because i need it. Because it opens the door to a better future. Sadly, it is not my dream.

I know banking and finance is what i ought to do and what i should do, and i dont really detest it. But the inner me will always seem to question myself... "is this what you really want?"

But i also know, what i wanna be, what i wanna do, is totally a far-fetched dream. Something that i can only continue dreaming of. I dunno if time and again, chances were given to me to realise this dream, to be a step closer to my desire, but because i lack the the bravery, i lack the confidence, i rejected them.

Now all i hope is that my passion for graphs, charts, numerical figures, calculus, etc will grow with time. and grow long enough to last me this lifetime.

For the bread. For the assurance. For my parents.

2008-01-11T15:48:00.000+08:00

2007 ended really sweetly for me in the company of my family anf friends.
Nothing beats the passion and love for each other, even in the simplest ways.

My short HK trip was nothing fantastic.

Because i had NO TIME TO SHOP..=(

Know the feeling when you walk by shops and more shops but cant take the time to stop and look at the things?

Ya, it sucks.

But my aunt's wedding was a blast! The wedding was held in the morning..kinda American style
The wedding ceremony was on the nice green grassland with magnificent view, white pure decorations with purple flowers all around, a big white stage for them to say their vows...i think i wanna hold my wedding tat way too!

Will upload pics soon.

Hokkaido trip was great! i love that place. Beautiful sceneries, lovely people, lots of yummy food.

but the weather was really cold, it snowed since the first day we reached.

My hands and legs freezed upteen times, fross bites kicked in if i stand on the snow for more than 10 mins.

Nd was so concerned at first... but as the days goes by.. he couldnt be bothered anymore when i tell him. =(

Hokkaido Part 1

Yixuan (nd's cousin) and me

gosh..they love playing with snow, always snow battling.
the younger cousin threw a snowball at my face once, i was caught unaware ok >.<

Nd and me trying to join the geese in their hotsprings!

Left to right: Ayu, Jolene, Auntie Cecilia, me, Nd

Ayu was our tour guide. She was from Taiwan, but studied in Japan and lived their for 17 years! She's a damn interesting tour guide la, first time i go on a tour and i managed to stay awake most of the time during the long travelling hours..
Joke 1:
Japanese people are very bad at english even though they try very hard to learn it. Once, an American man and a Japanese girl bumped into each other on a street. Their things flew out of their hands and fell onto the floor. After they helped each other to pick up their things...

Japan girl: Thank you.

American man: thank you too.

Japan girl looked a little lost and replied: thank you 3.

American man was puzzled and said: thank you for?

Japan girl thought this American man was so polite and thank her so many times...

so she replied: thank you 5!

....and ran off.

One of my fav pic...we were at the Chocolate factory that made the delicious BAI SE LIAN REN.

Group photo of the whole tour group.. our group was the biggest with 12 ppl.

Will upload more Japan photos when i get them from nd's mummy. =D

A miracle happened in 2008!!
Nd is now offically a blogger...LOL. And i swear he blogs more than me now. So some pics i wont be uploading here. If you're curious bout what he writes... you can go check it out at www.alazandro.blogspot.com =)

2007-10-24T01:45:00.000+08:00

the weather is creepy these days.
Strong powerful wind gushing in through my balcony for the past 3 nights.
laundry was flapping away like mad chickens.
the wind was howling like a wolf on the loose.
and when i attempt to close all windows, the impact of the strong wind blowing thru the tiny gaps gave a loud hissing sound..
If i was staying in some old mansion... i would have died of terror..

okie.
sleep time now..
5 hr and less of sleep again.. bless my body and soul.

2007-10-21T23:18:00.000+08:00

Can someone please tell me how to stop the time so that i can finish my 1001 things on my to-do-list!!!! argh. And the finals are coming in 5-6 weeks time??? geesh.

looks like i gotta put some stuff on halt so that i can concentrate on getting my studies right... haven been performing as well this sem.. pretty disappointing. the lack of sleep and the amount of things to worry bout has made me ultra careless in my tests..=(

graduating soon has not made things any better...the more talks i attend the more i feel that i'm not gonna get hired by any financial firms/banks....coz their requirements and expectations are so freaking high!

and so many fooking scholar ppl and smart asses fighting with me...

i need to be very intellectual and confident and out-spoken and show individuality and expressive and have critical thinking skills and ........... to surpass and outshine the others.

HOLLY MOLLY GOLLY.

on top of that, i need a bloody heck of a good resume to cover up for my grades. LOL.

Andy's mummy's mummy turned 56 this sept!
gosh.. i never knew she was that young.. even thou she did look young!

means she gave birth at 18!!

i wanna be a young grandma too. How wonderful to be able to live long enough for "si dai tong tang".

Went for monsoon's hair show last sun! Babe wx and babe cindy was in it!
they look good on stage...couldnt catch any good photos thou coz of the dim lights.

the wait for them to come out was horrendous thou. me and the guys came out of dragonfly with back aches, and tired knees and grumbling stomaches (cos we didnt have dinner!)

After the hair show and all... i so got the mood and urge to cut my hair too. i wanna try having short hair, thou i know my 42-inch tv face cant really carry that kinda look.

Isnt the hair and the color gorgeous? i wan to cut this hairstyle. And hopefully the long fringe can cover up for my small yet fat face. but dear said if i gonna get this hair.. i would need to wake up another 1/2 hr earlier each day just to style my hair. =p

Waking up at 7am is torturous, and half an hour earlier sure doesnt sound tempting. i'm still in dilemma. how how how?

k. some miscellaneous pics of me and nd darl.

ok. and some narcissistic shots.

gosh. i really love yang zhong wei's singing. It rocks! Why aint i born with tat kinda singing talent? damn it.

2007-09-19T16:55:00.000+08:00

This is infuriating.
Had a rather long day..lessons from 10 - 4pm.
Suppose to have project meeting from 4-6pm. and guess what...
out of 5 members.. only me and another person turn up.
One is late (only coming in at 5), the others cant come.
How the heck to finish presentation + video clips in time!?!?!?!??!

gnuhsignuwrispbnurigabuoaghwr.......STUPID IRRESPONSIBLE PPL.

2007-09-19T12:32:00.000+08:00

ops. I hardly blog again. =p

First of all.. thank you ken and cindy for pulling time out of ya busy schedule to shop with me for andy's present!
Ken really opened my eye to the world of branded goods with all the knowledge on the new products...LOL

know when i met Ken.. he was a little beyond regconition (from far!) The once soft and bouncy ken who's special kill tactic is to sit on ppl... has now turn into some sorta bony skinny boy.

Cindy as usual.. still sweet and pretty and slim! haha...
Gosh.. kinda feel like i haven seen them for quite some time alr.
Like larry said...everyone's busy with school and school's like full of lollipops..............it sucks!
WAHAHAHA.....

mid term break is coming soon! outings anyone? Though i got tonnes of work and lots of mid term test after the break.=(
larry, wenxian: Kbox?!?!?! need to destress!
Clique: movie/dinner together? ^.^

2007-08-26T23:24:00.000+08:00

sorry for the long wait for updates..have been either real busy or real lazy lately..=D finally settled down in school and i officially have 6 bloody mods to study for this sem.. gosh! its gonna be hell-ofa-hectic time.

But guess what... after all the torture, i'm gonna have my sweet sweet deserving trip to Japan at the end of the year! mummy agreed to let me go Hokkaido this winter with andy's family and some other friend..whoosa!

One full week to indulge myself in all the japanese goodies and freeze my ass in the snow! Cant wait to fly over..grr.

my new house is almost ready... will be moving in arnd fri or sat next week.

i love love love my room now.. with my own SAMSUNG 26" WHITE PLASMA TV!! wahahaha... just add a fridge in and i can stay in my room whole day long... but geezh..there's alot of stuff to settle first.. all the cable and wireless stuff to apply for, all the change of address for bank accounts..all the packing and unpacking, AGAIN. such a pain in the ass.

been watching all the singing competition on tv recently and i'm inspired to join one too. Though i kinda suck at it.. but i mean i'm only young once.. so i should just have fun and get all the life experience before i'm too old or too busy for it.

so......i've decided to join Virtuoso'07 Singing Competition organized by SMU! its like across all uni and polys... managed to get my fren to join with me.. her singing is damn zai la.. she kinda sings lik AMEI! so ya.. i'm so gonna get kick out by her. =p

LARRY and WENXIAN!!! interested to take part too?!?!?!?!?

the webby is http://www.smu-mic.org/

Go take a look k.. (sorry girl gave ya the wrong site the other time >.<)

2007-06-18T00:47:00.000+08:00

My daddy's in town this weekend!
well.. he came specially to claim his father's day present from me actually.
so me and nd went to airport to pick him on sat afternoon...

and i haven really drove in months since i started exam and guess wat! my driving skills got damn rusty! i'm a one year old plus driver.. and in fact my P-plate can be taken down alr..but i didnt wanna take it down yet cos i think i drove lik a noob on sat! bleah... i need a car to practice more. =(

i made a ferrari looking sports car wait for me in the carpark when i did a 5473806736 point-turn cos i turn into the wrong lane. -.-

anyway..its the first time my daddy met nd. lol.. and his comment for him was.." okie ah.. quite "si wen". wahahaha...but think he's doing good. my family are all pretty happy with him.. except they dun get it why he always sits at a corner with a headphone on his head for hours.

my mummy look so happy.too happy.

my mummy cant take a proper pic for nuts!!! lol

oh my future room's design plan is out, and almost comfirm to be zen style. kindof.
having a big headache with the wallpaper colors thou coz my feng shui guy say i can only take light blue, light brown and off white color. Bah! so its gonna some sort of a brown mix with off white and bits of red probably. >.<

argh. weekends are gone juz like tat. Its torturous work time tomoro once again. =(

2007-06-12T00:33:00.000+08:00

the most ridiculous thing happened yest..there was some system error with the telecom and since 6 plus in the morning.. my home line has been receiving calls from other resident units thinking that my line was the customer service line!!!~

there were even calls from orchard hotel diverted to my line..wth!!

so the whole evening me and nd dear has been picking up all sorts of calls from ppl asking for extra towel, laundry housekeeping, wake up calls, etc.

i started off explaining to each caller that this line is not the bloody service line.. ask them to go check with their management... and in the end i was getting so lazy to explain, i just said "u called the wrong no." There was this Indian guy asking for morning call, and when i told him wrong no. he said, "i did?" hilarious la. and nd dear was so tempted to say " wake up wake up wake up...." when they asked for one. lol

some still go on to ask me.. so what number should they call?

HOW THE SHIT WOULD I KNOW?!?!?!?

finally me and nd got so irritated we just plugged out the phone line and lodge a complaint.

the phone line is finally alright again today.

some stone or rock in space muz have whack the stupid satellite floating arnd....lol.

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mummy, nd dear and me went WARAKU for lunch yest.

and while waiting for the food to come, i forced my mummy to pose an act cute foto!

my mummy is really quite entertaining sometimes. hohoho..

after that we went to my new house to check the place for any defects.
hmmm... my room look smaller than that of the showflat!! its a pathetic little room.. and i cant knock down the wall to join my study area with my room cos its the foundation solid wall separating the two. So no way i could expand my little space. sobs.

oh well, but my room is gonna be some sort of a modern zen style, with the bed raised on a platform. cant wait for the design plan to be out. =D

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wow! today at 6.05 pm, a van burst into flames at the open car park at our working place - MND bulding near annex A.

the van was engulfed by the fire and had multiple small explosions!

some of my colleagues were staring out of the window taking pic and timing how long the fireman takes to come subdue the flaming van. lol

and the fireman took less than 5 mins. efficient aye~

lucky there was no one in the van and no other cars parked beside it.

den you can hear ppl saying all sorts of funny thing.. terrorist attack and what not.

nd dear was still saying it could be a filming scene going on...and maybe the director is going to shout "cut!" from some hidden corner...*dots*

this seems kinda bad but its quite cool.. i mean i never had the chance to see a live vehicle burning away and fireman in action except on tv screens. =P

2007-06-08T09:49:00.000+08:00

PARIS SENT HOME FROM JAIL!!!

LA County Sherriff's office held a press conference this morning saying that Paris Hilton was not released from jail early Thursday due to an unspecified medical condition but still in detention, after serving only three days of her sentence.She must remain at her home under house arrest with an electronic monitoring ankle bracelet for 40 days, according to sheriffs spokesman Steve Whitmore.Hilton checked into he Century Regional Detention Facility in Lynwood on Sunday night to begin serving a 23-day sentence for violating probation.
Some sources are saying that a "back door deal was made between her people and the authorities."
Ugh, sounds horrible to be confined to a plush Hollywood Hills mansion with all the modern conveniences. So, folks, if you are Paris Hilton or an illegal alien, it is a good day for you in America - rules only apply for hardworking American citizens. - Allieiswired-

There are really loopholes that you can get arnd the US's law with huh...

2007-06-03T23:24:00.000+08:00

woohoo! spent the past four days lazing arnd in my new house. Air conditioned day-in day-out. And now i'm down with a bloody flu.

so technically i've been sick for 4 days..and still counting. x_x
but den again.. its worth it!
at least no more stuffy dusty and messy homey...
look at the drastic difference btw the two place. lol.

i guess the only bad point about this whole thing is tat cos my house is smaller now..tat leaves me in closer proximity with my aunt. i can hear her voice almost every sec and she evesdrops on me-mum and me-nd conversations!!!! argh...no privacy. and no backstabbing. only soft silent grumbling. phui!~

well and i just realise that the view from my old house is quite pretty. Last time when the grill is on it does appeal tat much.. but when its off...the scenery is breath-taking!

oh well..after all its 10 plus years staying there..guess i'll miss it sometime soon..

2007-05-30T15:33:00.000+08:00

Helped out in the mature worker database event this morning.
Its like a mini session for retirees who seek job opportunities and wish to enter the workforce again.
we had like this "test" for them on microsoft office skills to let them try out how capable they are with the programs.
And coz we only had 10 comps available.. there was a queue system.
guess wat.. i was the foolish "DIM SUM" lady tat calls out for their nos. when its there turn.

ME: Calling No. 22, please proceed to the function room."
Auntie: Eh now no. what ah?
ME: Oh the next one is no. 23.
Auntie: eh.. can let me go first anot, i got headache leh..let me go first la.
ME:......... haha erm...sorry cannot la. Its quite fast. U're no. 26 right?
Auntie: neva mind la.. let me go first la.. no one will know.
ME:......*pek chek*
Intern friend: haha.. really cannot la.
Auntie: *sulks*

LOL.. typical old people!!!
den got another auntie who was working out on words to replicate a sample sheet provided....cos got alot of ppl queuing so we had to limit them to 15 mins or so each to try out.
after 15 mins...

1st call: hello.. shall we wrap up? need to give others a chance to try too.
Auntie: orh ok. (but cont to sit there)
2nd call: excuse me. really need to wrap up.
Auntie: *Bo hew*
3rd call: auntie still bo hew
Intern friend: *give up*
After a while, the lady got up.. we thot she's finally done after 30 mins of comp hogging.
BUT, she went to get another queue no. and queue for her turn again!!
gosh..the Kiasu-ness.

OH OH... Miss Japan won Miss Universe 2007!
finally an asian girl has stepped up to the crown...
pretty pretty girl.. but i thot miss korea or miss thailand was not bad too.

Miss Japan

Miss Korea

Miss Thailand

i just realise that Miss Hong Kong neva take part in Miss Universe.. LOL Think Miss Hong Kong doesnt promote world peace, they become part of the showbizz.

2007-05-26T22:05:00.000+08:00

OMG OMG OMG!!!!
PLEASE LET ME BOAST TOO!!!!!!!!!!
i juz got back my results....

EC3102: A-
EC3332: B-
MKT1003: A-
GEK1001: A

apparently i work the hardest for EC3332 and work the least for GEK1001.. and look what happens... why is this always the case man?

anyway....i haven gotten As in ages..lik OMG!!
but know what the funny thing is...
i had a dream this morning.. and i dreamt the exact same results!! no joke man.. but i didnt say to anyone cos i was so scared that reality is the opp of my dream..OMG!
Wenxian!
dreams are quite freaky huh....=p

2007-05-23T21:19:00.000+08:00

well have kinda annouced to all my friends that i'm putting up at Cairnhill Towers for the next 2-3 months or so. Was all prepared to shift into the little cozy building when....a call came in to notify us that they have no available units for us all of a sudden! like one week before we're supposed to move in!

they say that the family that was suppose to shift out, decided to stay longer cos someone fell ill.

Initial reaction:
ME: *%^*#)!$%#*&^%#@!&;*&#!.......

phone call from aunt:
Aunt: they gonna upgrade us to another service apartment under far east organisation which is suppose to cost much more but charging us at the same price as Cairnhill Tower. We coming to pick you den go down to see it ok?
ME: .............( still taunted by the fact that i cant stay at cairnhill tower)

mummy's car came......
Destination: Orchard: Scotts Residence
5 min walk from newton circus
5 min walk from newton MRT

ME: *stratch head* Had no idea where tat is....

When mummy was hitting our destination...
ME: *lighted up lik a 300 watts lightbulb..............................*

BRAND NEW SERVICE APARTMENT THAT HAS YET TO BE OPEN UP TO PPL....

OMG! Its HELL pretty and grand la!

Exterior

Facilities & Services (from the website coz i haven seen it in real life)

Excellent recreational facilities
To cater to your every recreational interest, Orchard Scotts Residences comes with resort-style facilities found only in the world’s finest hotels. You can bask in the sun at any of our four swimming pools or de-stress at our state-of-the-art gym – the biggest residential gym in Singapore – while your children spend fun-filled hours at our 6,000 sf playground.

4 luxurious lifestyle privileges
Come home to where everything you need for privileged living is at your doorstep. You can entertain clients or host dinner parties for friends at The Chef’s Table which comes equipped with a hotel-styled kitchen and two opulent dining rooms. Store your precious vintage collection at The Chateau. Or indulge yourself with a wonderful and relaxing spa treatment at The Urban Retreat while your little ones enjoy themselves at the 6,000 sq ft Family Oasis. Luxurious lifestyle privileges for your exclusive patronage at Orchard Scotts Residences.

Professional services at your beck and call
Welcome to a residences with services where even the most well traveled crowd feels at home. You can have your smallest request fulfilled by our team of professionally trained concierges, butlers and valets. Always on call, and always with a smile, these attentive personnel will go to any lengths to meet your needs, be it to arrange for babysitting services, make dinner reservations or simply to ensure that your eggs are done just the way you like them, every morning for breakfast. Housekeeping servicesA life of ease is what awaits you at Orchard Scotts Residences. Your home will be kept in immaculate order by our team of efficient chambermaids. For your convenience, every apartment also comes with a washing machine and a dryer.

Wireless and worry-free
Wireless internet connection at Orchard Scotts Residences allows you to rush an urgent project or conduct a meeting in the comfort of your home. Furthermore, our round-the-clock technical support team will take care of all the electrical fixtures in your home while we cover all your utility bills.

Guest programmes
To help you settle in or get to know your neighbours better, we will be organising guest programmes on a regular basis. You could make new friends at our cooking classes, wine appreciation lessons, yoga or dancing sessions. Children living here could also bond over art classes or ballet lessons.

DUNCH IT SOUND DUPER GOOD?
i'm gonna go learn cooking class and dancing class man!
soak myself in the pools in the evening..
go for spa after that..
gym with nd dear!!!!!!!!!
WAHOOO....I FEEL HAPPY!

now i cant wait to move house... :p
(Yet to see the inside of the house.. but i bet it'll be pretty too.. *beaming with joy*)

2007-05-20T02:21:00.000+08:00

2 weeks of work.

i take back my word for having nothing to do.

because my workload is getting heavy that i even felt lik OT-ing at times to clear them.

but oh well, nd dear was saying i am only an intern.. why work so hard? haha

2 week plus i've been setting up the new access system for accounting KPI performance.. and i am suppose to present it during ops meeting on next next tues. *cries* ask me to talk in front of corporate managers is suicidal! i'm so gonna have "kou chi" and stammer my way through. argh!

And before that is even done i have another project at hand... coming up with the new touchpoint mapping strategy to monitor our clients!! the best thing is.. i still have no shit idea what the company does..( in details) and so... how am i suppose to come up with that?!

Dear Lord... bless me with a smart and efficient brain when i goes to work on mon.

Given with love.....my little cosy corner of my desk!

well, the past week's been a real sucker. Things going off track once in a while, just like a roller coaster on a loosen, unsecured rail. i'm glad the foundation is strong and didnt cause the structure to give way. The tracks have been mended i hope, and future rides will be smooth and safe.

random pics!

nd dear and me at ICA for the Nth time in attempt to collect his passport...because the queue was f**king long each time we wanna collect. =p
dear's looking super girlified here. Almost lik a girl la. gosh.. i think i'm a BI.

he's getting better than me at acting cute..>.<

P.S: WENXIAN! are you back yet.. i waiting for you to come back and shop with me!!!

Sun tomoro.. going hyatt for high tea! i miss the prawns there.. simply fantastic. super fresh and juicy..dipped in salsa sauce.. yum yum.. i'm gonna stuff myself with prawns and turkey tomoro. =p

* love love*

2007-05-20T01:57:00.000+08:00

Paris Hilton goes to jail!

Poor Paris Hilton. In just a few weeks' time she faces a jail sentence, and now she's been immortalised as a doll wearing prison overalls. The convicted hotel heiress's impending jail sentence has inspired a line of merchandising - which includes T-shirts, mugs and prisoner-Paris figures. Sandy Kelley - who sells the dolls and has been getting huge interest on internet auction sites - told the Daily Express: 'I'm sure Paris wouldn't mind. Everyone knows how she loves to be the centre of attention.' The Simple Life star is rumoured to be cashing in herself with talks about a book and TV deal detailing her 23-day stay in a Los Angeles jail. Paris, 26, was ordered to spend 45 days in prison after being found guilty of violating her probation by driving with a suspended licence. Her sentence, which is due to start on 5 June, was halved earlier this week after she was rewarded for turning up in court. - Nowmagazine

Seriously.. merchants and celebs juz wont let go any single shit chance to make some cash, making full use of her current plight! Imagine pocketing millions of dollars by going to jail. Some ppl are just so blessed that their lives cant go very wrong no matter how screwed up their situations are.

and anyway, is it me or is the court being bias? i mean her sentence's halved juz because she turned up for court? LOL. who else can get that kinda privilege?

Look at celebs getting dressed up for court! from the skimpiest party wear to the decent wrapped-up look!

hm... i just realised that there are so many celebs getting into court case. They are frequent patrons at high courts apparently...0.o

2007-05-20T01:12:00.000+08:00

KIM A-JOONG

The korean-borned beauty in 1982. thats like only 4 yrs older la.

HAWT HAWT HAWT!!!

and guess what i found! here's the pictures showing her when she's young till now..
possibilities of undergoing plastic surgery?

Actually the facial features are still there.. not very different so dun think she did plastic surgery thou she does look a little plastic now. the most i think she went for double eye-lid thats all.
but seriously i wouldnt mind being a little plastic if i can be as pretty as her! lol..
since most gorgeous ppl out there are kinda man-made.. including dawn yang.
if i can i would go for a jaw-line and nose bridge surgery.. so that i can look less like a ball and being called one... lol

Bleah!

2007-05-14T00:43:00.000+08:00

mummy's day is finally over!

Went for dinner at No signboard seafood at kallang.

The food was only so-so today, the crowd was too overwhelming for the chefs to handle i supposed.

nd baby was supposed to come along for dinner. Oh well, and den the meeting got shifted earlier to 9!!! so he couldnt come...humph!

so in the end, only 3 person to finished up 7 dishes!

2 crabs were preordered apparently...

n i'm 1 freaking kg heavier after the dinner. phui! >.<

went home and presented the nicely wrapped present to my mummy and aunt. Sucks. i feel lik i have 2 mothers every year. double-the-flame-on-my-pocket.

Bought a lime green ishuffle for my aunt and a pair of ALDO crystal studded heels for my mum. there goes more than 1/3 of my lousy intern pay.

but well..they love the present thou! mummy and aunt planted a kiss on my cheek each. heh. (wasnt looking forward to my aunt's though) Feels good to see mummy's smiling face. Felt like the money and effort shopping was all worth it. ^.^

well, next week there's still andy's mummy celebration which got pushed back because today was suppose to celebrate with MY mummy. so yea.. n we haven bought her present. argh! Felt kinda bad coz auntie always cant seem to see her son much. and andy's either not at home or close behind doors in his room. WOWing.

shall try to plan something nice for her next week den. thats if i can come up with anything. brain's so fried up recently and i'm having such frequent headaches.

its monday again. work time. bah.

2007-05-13T16:29:00.000+08:00

i juz found this uber cute animation!
you can like customized ya own avatar...
n thats me dancing samba when i recieve my Oscar Award on the red carpet!!! LOL

Its lik a function under photobucket.
www.photobucket.com
of course u muz sign up for an account first.
can go try it out when ya're bored! =p

2007-05-13T04:42:00.000+08:00

After one week of work, my body gave way.

cant believe i concussed till 5pm today. Slept for a grand total of 14 hours and woke up with aching body and dizzy spells.

the unbelievable thing is - after having my very late lunch at 5.30pm, i was dozing off on my sofa at 630pm! and shortly after that, my brain decided to develop a headache to stop me from sleeping.

what a fantastic sat. -.-

My uncle's second brand is coming up soon!

The introduction in the catalogue's written by me!! *gleeee*

Its like an Italian inspired brand with designs for the modern, classy women.

So remember to come look for me if ya're interested in buying jewelleries k!

For yourself or for girlfrens=p

Countdown: Moving house in 17 days.

For the next three months i'll have damn little stuff with me..:(

coz most of my clothes and stuff will be packed up and sent to warehouse until the final moving in to the new place.

Nvm.. this means i got excuse to buy stuff! heh heh heh..

Shall see if i can arrange a mini house warming at the service apartment! lol

after all.. house cleaning services are provide so shall make full use of that..

and guess wat.. my maid's gonna be a damn happy maid.

First : little work for her to do at the service apartment.

Second: She recieved many goodies from my mum and aunt while moving house! like all clothes that we dun wear anymore, or old but BRANDED bags were given to her.

Third: plus she'll have her own nice room at the new place with own tv, own hair dryer, blah blah..

UNFAIR! and i'm only gonna get my own room at the age of 21.

fine.. shall not complain coz i used to be afraid of sleeping alone. =p

anyway, finally done up my new blogskin. love it?

and someone commented that my blog was dead... so i shall make an effort to blog more often! *determined*

but if entries are slow. dun blame me..its juz that i dun have enough interesting things to blog about at the moment!

2007-05-07T14:26:00.000+08:00

My first day at work at MND building, in the customer relations department.
its....................................................................................BORING!
not that the place is boring, its quite fun actually coz dear, kf, xueling, jo, ivan are all here too, but because the managers are all not arnd today and i've no work to do.
andy says its suicidal to say "i've got no work to do" in a office.
wanna go set up ibanking so that i can shop online or something... thou i hate it when it take weeks or months before the goods actually gets into my hand.
but but.. i forget my ATM card no. sharks.
i dun even use ATM card.. but the bloody form needs tat. cant they provide choices like debit card no.?
there's a forever 21 spree now.. and i wanna shop.. think that the only clothes worth waiting for.. coz i cant seem to order clothes there by myself.. lol
argh.. i'm lik rattling on lik an idiot here. cos there's simply. nothing. to.do.
its 2.40 pm.....3h 20 mins to go.
save me.

2007-03-27T23:06:00.000+08:00

lol.. i've been tagged to play a little game...

Each player of this game starts off by giving 6 weird things about themselves.People who get tagged need to write in a blog of their own 6 weird things as well as state the rules clearly.In the end, you need to choose 6 people to be tagged and list their names.

1) i need to arrange my pillows and soft toys on my bed in the exact same position each night before i can sleep. will feel very uncomfortable if anything is out of place. Of course, this only applies before i fall asleep.

2) i cannot eat breakfast straight away after i wake up in the morning. ( only if i wake up earli in the morning) If not... i will get a bad tummy ache within 30 mins.

3) i dun really eat rice when i'm at home. feeds on either instant noodles or juz dishes.

4) i weigh myself on my digital weighing machine at least 3 times a day (after i wake up, before i sleep and once some time in between) Unless i'm hardly at home the whole day. =p

5) strong coffee, 3-in-1 coffee mix, makes me sleepy instead of an energy booster.

6) i cant stand any insects inside my house, especially flying ones. i will freak out. If it is in the living room.. i will lock myself in my room and not come out the entire time until it is gone or more often than not, killed by my poor mum.

there.. i'm done! hope i dun appear weird to anyone after this. lol
well.. i dun think i know who reads my blog or who has a blog so i guess i gotta end the line here without tagging anyone. >.<

2007-03-23T22:17:00.000+08:00

gosh.. i'm dead beat.
after so many days of preparation, late nights.. i'm finally done with my marketing report plus presentation.
2 more projects to go.

many thots went thru my mind during this whole period while my brain still had to accommodate to the large amount of info packing in..
well its understandable that everyone has their moments of downside, where they have no choice but to let it out at someone.
nothing happens without a reason.
this is what i've always believe in, and for years this is what i've tried telling myself at times when i feel insulted. It aint easy at all to hide the feelings when you know that you're hurt but because you care about the ppl around you, you still choose to give a smile.
Since young, my forte has been forgiving and forgetting, for the simple fact that humans are flawed.
But yeah. perhaps ppl arnd or even me myself sometimes forget that i am a human too.
i do feel upset, depressed, angry, frustrated juz lik anyone else.
at times i just wonder to myself why do i even bother trying to hide?
why do i have to bow my self-esteem low enough juz for others to walk all over me?
why?
yes. i have to say that being the way i am does give me a good image.. being soft and weak does help to solve problems. But seriously i'm sick and tired of being a nice person. Its bloody tiring to be nice all the time.
and its even more depressing, when you are trying hard to adjust yourself to other ppl's needs and demands and they take you for granted.

everyone in this world gives and takes.
But how many actually remember the things they take?
how many actually forget what they took but not forget what they've given?
i can certainly say, almost everyone. including myself.
but i always remind myself, tat i've to think of what others have put in.. may it be efforts or purely laughter tat they've brought to me, the things that i see in them tat made me treasure them.
The reason why i've always choose to forgive and forget.
It is predestined that we're all born with only THIS amount of time and meet THIS amount of people..
if me being less demanding and more tolerating can bring more love and peace in this lifetime,
No matter how freaking unbearable the insult is... i guess i will still try to face people with a smile.

2007-03-21T16:54:00.000+08:00

i seriously hate ppl who bahaves as if they are masters and everyone else, slaves.
fucking selfish, insensitive, self centred creature.
hello. the world doesnt spin around you and you freaking have no right to throw ya attitude at ppl as and when you like.
if you cant understand other's plight and situation and be understanding.. so be it. go ahead and throw ya god damn shitty attitude around.
but the world will continue spinning.
things dun turn out the way you want it.. so be it.
you dun lik it.. so be it.
you have the choice of not wasting your oh-so-precious moments.

no ones ever owes you anything. neither do you have the right to demand anything.

2007-02-01T17:41:00.000+08:00

i finally did something different to my hair after ages.
i dyed it brownish-GREEN with nd.
thou suzanne used the same tub of hair dye..our colors came out quite different.
mine was more brownish, nd's one was more green. lol
lucky its not the other way arnd, imagine a girl with long green hair.. yew!
mediacorp will recruit me immediately to act in horror shows.

because my hair has been dyed for the upteen times, my weak hair was very dry so i decided to feed my hair with a luxurous hair treatment..
and nd decided to pamper his hair too!!
honestly i have not seen any guy do treatment before.. and its seriously hilarious looking.
especially with a bright pink head band.

haha...nd looking tai tai-ish.

my sweet boy insisted on paying my share as well. felt so bad coz my bill was more than his.
sweet sweet sweet.

i kinda love my new hair cut.. lik short at the top long at the back style.
the colour dun show very well when we took the pic in the car thou.

i dun look that china girl with fringe after all rite?
at least not with greenish hair.

im looking forward to my next hair cut/hair treatment.

short hair?

wavy hair?

2007-01-19T00:08:00.000+08:00

does school really makes one more edgy and easily irritable than usual?
if so den i guess i can finally explain why my patience is running low these days.

i dunno if this is really true. But they say if ya palm has alot of fine lines it means you worry alot. And my hand happens to be made that way.
perhaps i really do. So much to care, think, plan, and do for.
i just get so drained physically and emotionally sometimes.
plus i face additional pressure everyday on big and small matters..something thats hard for anyone to understand.
so pardon me my dearest.

i miss the times with them.

2007-01-14T18:09:00.000+08:00

some pics from hk... the rare times that my family reunites.

with mummy in macau

my kor cant take photo for nuts..how cartoon can he get.
me and daddy back to the kiddo days! haven seen such boards for eeyorns.
i saw live bungee jumping in Macau.. this was taken in the building, 61 storey high. dont i look lik i was free-falling when i take this?

imagine dashing down 61 storey with a huge rubber band tied to ya feet only. crazy. managed to catch 4 angmos jumping when i went.

my daddy say bungee jumping is for stupid people. (ben zhu tiao) cos these angmos pay to jump of buildings and provide huge entertainment for the crowds. they should ask for money instead for the performance. lol. was in the building, and there was this crowd of middle age people when one of the guy jumped. gosh. think they scream louder than the guy himself.

haha.. think i'll only jump if the reward for jumping is $1000000 or more. and i must have enjoy life enough to have no regrets if i failed to live further after this. ;p

2007-01-14T01:08:00.000+08:00

i'm back back back!
back to the hot humid rainy weather...
i love hk's weather.. makes my skin much better.
can feel it getting all irritated the moment i came back.
but oh well.. apart from the shopping, food and weather, my comfortable zone is still in singapore.

hardly get much time to shop in hk.
my gambler daddy and his frens was so addicted to the casinos in macau.. spent two days there, and thats lik half the time of my trip!
and the non-gambler me just sat there and watch three of my family members gamble away.
dad: won $2000
mum: won $200
bro: lost $500
net: won $1700 (hk money)

third day:
my cousin's wedding
afternoon when to the ROM where they had their vows taken and ring exchanging ceremony...
just realised how simple the ceremony is.. but yet.. such a simple procedure means so much.
so much preparation, so much fussing-a-bout, so much man power, so much love and tears.. so much support from friends and families.

cam is still with my mum, so will update when she's back.

last day:
woke up rather early to pack my lagguage and stuff... after much dilly-dallying from my daddy (again) only manage to do a little shopping and one third of the time left was spent with them at banks. they always put their own matters before my important shopping session. >.<

I was downright suay the whole trip from hk back to sgp. ( partly the reason y i didnt gamble)
1) cathay pacific boeing 736, delayed for 2 freaking hrs. so miss the timing to macau. had to rush lik mad in time for dinner at macau at 8 plus.

2) got rejected at the hk immigration, because they change the system to a faster way where the machine juz scans ya thumbprint and ya can pass real quick. but hell did i slow down everyone. The machine rejected my precious thumbprint. Not once. But THREE bloody times. at three different places. to hk, to macau, out of macau.. so when i leave hk, i decided to queue up for the traditional id card check. wth.

3) wanted to eat dim sum after my cousin's wedding ceremony in the afternoon. afternoon opens at 230.. we reach there at 340, the restuarant was closed alr. WTH. went to the next restaurant, when we walk close enough to the entrance, we saw a tag on it saying " cleansing ongoing from 3-6pm" WTH again.

4) when i was on the plane back, there was this guy with HELL HORRIBLE SMELLING FEET sitting somewhere near me. gosh.. its lik not washing his feet for millions years that kinda smell. so i sat through 3 half hrs smelling that rotting smell. ended up with headache and pukish feeling after 3 hrs. felt so blessed when i got off the plane.

more minor suay stuff which i cannot remember alr.

my dear say i better go to the temple to pray. lol.

2006-12-15T11:17:00.000+08:00

all of a sudden i just feel so burden in life
constant reminders from an unwelcoming aunt of the importance of money, status, materialistics things juz make me feel so sick.
whats worse is the anticipation of these relatives for me to carry such a mindset.
Is money and status that important a thing in life?
yes i meant money is important... but i dun wish to become a slave of society, work all my life like my unmarried aunt and realised on the day i die that.. hey.. is this what life is all about? what's the meaning to my life?

I wanna choose the way i wanna live, i wanna do something that i'm happy doing, earning money and enjoying life. My poor daddy and mummy been separated since i was barely 4 or 5, to work their way up the rungs of the ladder of society. For a better life, a better future.
because of this reason, i've ended up in the hands of my aunt. Being young, it was good to have someone else to look after. But as i grow older, they expected or rather she expects to reap what she sow. Not only do i have to earn money enough for myself, my parents, i still have a gratitude to return. Perhaps i wouldnt have felt so stressed if my brother and i were sharing this burden, but he aint performing very well currently and this burden is hitting on me hard.

I wanna have a choice in my life. I dun wanna live under someone's careful thought-out route or expectations. But.. can i really do so? i feel so restricted and controlled. Things i wanna do are always subjected to their wants and approval. I'm so sick and tired of such stuff. Yet, i still have an gratitude that i've got to carry till goodness knows when. Can i really be selfish for once, to choose something that is meaningful for me or must i always follow their wants and lead my life according to their standards because i've got to repay their kindness in the little world of mine?

2006-12-01T03:41:00.000+08:00

A random pic.. this was my piggy boy sleeping when i reach his house in the afternoon..
look closer.. he's kinda sucking his finger.. so adorable! heehee

exams are finally over..
no more camping at borders coffee bean for me
think i'm gonna miss my hazelnut latte and my study-stony buddy.

first plan after exams.... MEGA shopping!
List of things to get:
- heels
-dresses
-facial cleanser from Dermologica
- black or white waist belt
- levis jeans
-short pants
- more more more tops

saw dresses from guess..its so pritty!

i wanna dress lik this! old sch look.. ;p

i haven collect my pay since the last time i worked. that was arnd july?
mum scolded me for giving free labour.. oh well.. at least i'm contributing to the workforce and to the society.
hopefully tomoro i can wake up early to go collect the pay back before meeting pw to shop.. den i spent all my pay on shopping! whoohooo...

oh and dear's mummy bought me this retro pouch with dog prints.. so sweet of her.

2006-11-28T01:08:00.000+08:00

its sucks to have moodswings and know that you're having it.
coz ya'll try to control ya emotions and yet ya cant help but feel so fking irritated.
one moment ya feel perfectly fine, and the next moment ya just sink into ultimately sian mood and feel lik tearing at the slightest things..
wat's worse is the blooding throbbing on the tummy.. as if someone is constantly bashing up ya stomach.

so much to add on to a long day with two exams and one disappointment.

2006-11-22T01:01:00.000+08:00

ohmigod

i just got involved in a car accident today.

was taking a cab down to sim lim square doing dear a BIG HUGE favour, to collect his sis lappy for him. was barely 1 km from my house (outside borders), and the cab crashed.
i was busy typing msg when suddenly i was bloody thrown forward. n i screamed.
my phone, bag and including my hairband sitting on head flew off.
lucky the taxi is very spacious at the back, if not i would have knock my head into the front seat and suffer from major brain blow and concuss! den my friends would have to come to the hospitals to visit me with my head wrapped up like a xmas pressie.

the crash involved three cars, the taxi was sandwiched between a normal car and a van.
Apparently the car in front jam break because the red lights came on. the taxi driver managed to stop in time but the goodoo van driver happily banged into the taxi. And the van was bloody cutting lane somemore. so the crash impact was on the left rear, right behind where i was sitting. Imagine how big the impact was!~ hell of a asshole driver!
the taxi was rather heavily damaged.
all the lights shattered, both front and back. and the boot area was dented badly. poor driver.
lucky i only suffer minor bruise on my knee and hand. If not i'm gonna freaking sue the driver for his very reckless driving and lousy control of his van..

So ended up, i got off the cab.. walk to the lido taxi stand,
took another cab and continued my journey to sim lim.

what's worse is that after all the trauma..
i still gotta return to my "ever-so-lovely' sociology book in the "ever-so-familiar" coffee bean.

exams offically begins in 2 days time.
yeeks. think this is more frightening and daunting than the crash.

2006-11-20T02:40:00.000+08:00

The Orbitary

The path of satellite is all predetermined.
It will always be the moon revolving round the earth.
Never the other way arnd.
Day and night will occur on earth, so regular it becomes natural.

Is this the only way life can be sustained on earth?

if so, den i guess the moon will always be a subset of the earth.

2006-11-19T01:08:00.000+08:00

its been a non-stop action of studying.
for the past week, i thot i've been leading my old life, the life without you.
everyday you were so caught up with ya own stuff and me.. busy with my new found frens - books.
at las, today i finally felt you.
i realised what i need wasnt the three words or any other sweet nothings. what i craved was the time that we laugh at smile at each other. all the silly little things we do together.
i know time is a constraint, and i aint asking for alot of ya time. Just enough for me to feel our connection, i'm happy.

"will you ever walk to me if i walk away?"

i think i know the answer now.
thanks for all the effort ya're putting in.
10 yrs down the road is when the real test comes.

2006-11-08T04:04:00.001+08:00

South Park - World Of Warcraft Part 2

2006-11-08T04:04:00.000+08:00

South Park - World Of Warcraft Part 1

This is freaking funny...Since all the guys are so into WOW. this is a must watch!

2006-11-08T02:21:00.000+08:00

Its so undeniable how time can change humans, not only on appearances but substance as well.

and i've just witnessed such a change.

The once innocent and demure has turned to what seems like a spoilt and uncontrollable manipulative mind.

A social butterfly may seems all glam and attractive, like a package of all the good and previleges one can possible own. The ability to assert power over others for the benefit of oneself. But just like a butterfly, its beauty and lifespan are shortlived. There's is a high price to pay. And you'll learn to regret the choice in the way of life you choose to live by. For the impression that people grown to have of you, will last.

To me, bliss is something that you have to build it on your own. If it happens to come by, then u're fortunate. But if you live in your world of high-n-mighty and starts to take such givings for granted, some point of time you'll begin to feel real miserable. As much as you think u're deserving of the special treatment, be sensitive to the feelings of those arnd you.

2006-11-01T01:23:00.000+08:00

we celebrated marcus's birthday in a most deadly fashion. just so happens that Halloween is round the corner.

well, first time in my 20 yrs of life, i smell traces of Halloween in the atmosphere.

As the deads loom arnd the function room of Grandeau8, we await our star's arrival- the dead zombie-ish emperor!!

Marcus looks super like those evil zombie that just sprang out of their coffins....lol

and me trying desperately to look like an horrifying egyptian queen that can kill with a deadly stare.....>.<

My darling band major boy (he claims to be a general) and guess what?

my mum says he somehow look quite girly in it... no wonder he attracts gays. =p

think we have experience more than enough to realise that our clique is just not cut out for clubbing activities. time again and again, clubbing turns out real bored and stony.. ppl straying off for private chats, ppl getting pissed with each other over some reasons, ppl stoning at the seats doing totally nothing but breathing in second hand smoke, and ppl getting abandoned and left to rot alone!! =p

then what's the point of going? just because it is a pop culture and trendy to dress up in pretty clothes? why for we go the extra mile of gathering everyone there when all we do is sit there lik ornaments on a shelf waiting to be sold?

i guess i'm so so over this clubbing activity.

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this is so cute and funny... why dogs hate halloween!

poor doggies... but i think i'll do the same if i have a dog..heh.

2006-10-19T01:59:00.000+08:00

went to the doctor with dear to get his ingrown toe settled on thurs night.

yeeewww... it was such a bloody process.

haha..and the doc seem quite inexperienced.

doc: *pokes the needle into nd's big toe*

nd: ouch!

me: pain?

doc: sorry sorry.

*pokes again*

nd: wa. its quite pain.

doc: sorry.

* jab the bloody big needle for the third time*

after dear's toe seem kinda numb, he took out a knife looking scissors and started sawing into the nail.

me: YUCKS!

nd: *felt the pain hitting his pain threshold, but still trying to bear the pain*

guess what.. the anesthatic did not last for more than a min.

all the jabbing was quite useless.

poor dear just tahan the pain the whole way thru.

and about half his nail got cut off. gross.

i'll kill myself if i were to have an ingrown.

i'll ask the doc to give me the mask so that i'll concuss and not know what happened after.

sat was nd's mummy's birthday.. she treated me to concert again.. how sweet la.

we went to no signboard seafood at kallang for dinner before heading to national stadium.

and she order lobster salad!

(no pic cos the bloody blogger refuse to upload the photos >.<)

wong lee hom's concert was stunning!

he's really one talented artist.

he played the piano, violin, drums, guitar, er hu......

it was more fun that JJ's concert.. more audience's participation and stuff.. not so serious and all.. so people was practically standing up and clapping and singing along with him and stuff.

think he didnt had much rehearsal thou.

it was the first time i actually see someone take out a slip of paper and read off the paper, thanking the sponsors in a concert man... he's the first.

lik how.. erm... umprepared. lol

gosh. the many nights of sleeping late has finally brought down my immune system.

having flu and a bad dry cough. its so irritating cos you just cant stop coughing.

and the week ahead is piled with deadlines for essays, tests, assignments, presentation.

8 page essay with footnote and bibliography....

how am i gonna survived thru this?

help.

2006-10-17T01:26:00.000+08:00

dao andy and pouting me

dear just told me stories bout his guy frens who went to visit indecent karaoke lounge.
they wanted to ask him along actually.. how dare they man!
of course, he didnt go or else i'll juz chop him up into million pieces.
dun understand why guys are so desperate for sexual hook ups.. go all the way to geylang to "gao" arnd with girls in the excuse of singing.. total crap.
last time he told me bout those who went for indecent massage parlour and end up paying few hundreds to screw the girl. yeeeeeeww...
haha.. hearing all the funny stories from dear just made me feel so negative of army boys.
is it all these guys can think about? haha..
oh well.. i guess i'll only go geylang for one reason...
to eat their fantastic food.

suddenly remember this lame joke from a joke book, so decided to write it here.

To girls, there are three sizes for guys.

medium, large and OHMIGOD.

To men, there is also only three sizes for girls.

large, medium and size-does-not-matter.

HOLY CRAP.

phew. finally i have one week with less workload.
wx will understand the pain we go through being in a sch.
it kills.
think all my time is just devoted to school work that i hardly have the energy to do other stuff.
wanna go exercise and go shopping and go night safari and go anywhere in singapore but sch!
that day at happy daze, desmond said i grew fatter.
so upset. i mean i know that i'm getting fat. but it just so demoralizing to hear people telling you that you're fat. its just a girl's thing.

DEAR! LETS GO RUNNING......
WEN XIAN!!! GO EXERCISE TOGETHER SOON!
CINDY!! GO SHOPPING SOON!

anyway, it was fun at daze on sat.
i guess everyone didnt had so much fun together for so long.
dear that ass got tipsy and high.

and now he complains he got orh chey all over and kena pinched on his boobs.
wonder which brokeback buddy of his hit on him tat night.

bleah.

2006-10-08T02:50:00.000+08:00

i'm beginning to love my green eyes..

went to the cathay to watch "rob-b-hood today
dear's mummy got free tics from the company.

MIGOD!!
the baby in the show was so freaking CUTE!!!
he got super big blue eyes..
super chubby face.. and
super nice smile!!!
i wanna go rob the baby too.

the show has so many guest star starring in it.. jacky chan and louis khoo were the main actors.. den still got daniel wu, nicholas tse, charlene from twins and others...
its so hilarious watching the baby suck jacky chan's nipple la.. and guess how they did it?
they rub some honey onto his nipple and shove it into the baby's mouth. lol...
didnt really expected it to be this good..
they had good fighting scenes, very hair-raising stunts, damn shuai actors ( louis khoo and daniel wu!), freaking cute baby, hilarious scenes but yet touching. Almost teared near the ending.. andy's mummy teared i think.
so yup.. i'll rate it 4/5!

love it.

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"tell her you are part of the family"

so elated to hear that. haven really felt the feeling of family for a long time. to have the ppl you feel so spiritually connected to, sitting together, eating and laughing.

there's just so many more things i wanna do with this family.

2006-10-06T23:29:00.000+08:00

school was crazy.
today i just spent a total of 12 hours in sch.. from 8 am till 8 pm.
only 3 words to describe...
suay
suay
suay!!!
had econs test early in the morning at 8
and i so screwed it up.
then had 4 hours break till my lect from 2-4 followed by my indo singing rehearsal from 4-6 and finally the actual performance from 6-8.... so glad the day is over!

my indo singing performance was quite fun thou.
its like a short skit plus nursery songs...
pw was in the same singing group.. so you can imagine how zao siah the singing is.. lol.
but feedback from ppl was that our performance was the most entertaining! HA!

i shall teach some useful indo words:
berapa harga? - how much?
mahal sekali - very expensive
tidak jadi deh - dun wan anymore
murah - cheap
saya mau beli.... - i want to buy....

this is gonna be so useful if ya wanna shop in Indonesia!! heh.

anyway, posted this up to show my dear "ass" how the library in school look lik.. coz most of the time i'm there... ;p it is very safe ok!! haha
i'm like a soon-to-be permanent resident in the central library.

Check out the no. of ppl mugging in the library... it is close to filled!!!
all e chao muggers..
okie.. including myself.

finally manage to squeeze out some time to go out with my "ass" and have a nice lunch at fish and co!

the mermaid freeze was yummy... its sorta mango mix with carrot.. sounds wierd but taste good!

was running out of contacts lenses, so went to buy after lunch.

ask my ass to pick the color for me... (was expecting some normal color lik brown or grey or something..)

guess what.. *drum rolls*

he picked groovy green!!!~

erm... so dun be shock the next time ya see me....;p

2006-10-02T22:59:00.001+08:00

i wanna go perm my hair soon.

just waiting for my stupid hair to grow longer. any idea how to make hair grow faster? apart from doing hair extension....?

imagine someone else's hair on ya head. gross.

and i'm planning to go wash my hair with beer soon! its proven effective by shape magazine that it'll give more shiny and silky hair.

its time i start pampering myself and spend more time beautifying myself.. =P

my life's been really routine these days.

apart from going for dinners and going to sch, the rest of my free time i'm just stoning arnd, nua-ing in my sofa watching cable, snacking away or attempting to study for my test on fri. (gave up doing econs hmwk coz i just dunno what the shit the question wants. )

trust me to major that. gonna die so horribly in it.

heard shao's gonna major econs too?

haha.. so can forget bout asking me to teach you k. i totally suck at it. big time!

2006-10-02T00:10:00.000+08:00

Sometimes we fail when we try
too hard.

it really surprises me how silly a person i've become.

since when have i became such a nuisance and irritant.

i hate myself getting so work up over little small things.

i hate myself for being so over-protective over others.

i hate myself worrying over nothing.

i hate myself being this way.

i hate it.

this is so not me.

i'm never so negative. yet i find it so hard to be my carefree self again.

i feel so weak. too weak for my own good.

i better pick up the pieces of
myself and piece it up before i crumble further.

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i wanna go Japan!!! i wanna travel with andy and his family at the end of the year.

trust mum to reject my request. I've been hell of a good daughter. No sleepovers. Coming home before 12 ( try my best). This been going on for months alr. been obliging to all her stupid rules and now i cant even go hols. i'm going crazy being a good girl. All i have been trying to do was be a good girl and all i get is this. what the hell is this world coming to?

i really want to be drunk just for a night.
hardly even had the chance to drink alr.

maybe just sip a few mouths?
i just wanna let my brain take a break. ( thou sadly my body will suffer from the toxics)
its been working too hard for its own good.

2006-08-24T01:52:00.000+08:00

i swear to my holy mother god that i will never go join an organising comm ever.

fucked up leader.

incompetent, naive, woman that doesnt know how to lead her ppl.

if only i didnt join i'll be sitting at the judges table, shaking my leg and watching the performance.

instead of rushing up work now, the nite before, making horrible sash for the crowning of title winners tomoro. and get irritated by the ass in the night who only know how to talk and make things difficult for ppl.

so irritated.

and i'm still doing work at this hr when i'm down with a stupid fever.

how fantastic.

2006-08-08T01:31:00.000+08:00

i'm really trying so damn damn hard to be the almost perfect girl.

i know i aint.

but i really do all i can to be one.

i'm juz scared i cant live up to ya expectation some day.

2006-08-02T01:21:00.000+08:00

many thanks to everyone who turned up for my surprise bday party,

who all play a part and put in much effort and work to make it a memorable night for me.

of course, all these wouldnt have happened without him.

all the plannings, decorations, surprises, cakes, flowers, dinner, the wonderful ambience and effect, everyone all dressed up for the party, making me feeling lik a cinderella.

He, i shall stick with

thru thick and thin.

i know some werent enjoying themselves at all that night.

each has their own issues to ponder, own problems to solve,

own misery to wallow themselves in.

But i really wanna thank them, for putting aside their feelings, their weaknesses, their sadness,

turning up for the party, put up a brave front and face all of us with a smile.

thou it may be a weak smile, but i really appreciated the efforts to make my party a fulfilling and warming one.

i've ever been in a group, acting strong, acting as if everything was normal, yet my heart was bleeding, crying.

it takes lots of courage and strength to stop the hateful tears from spilling out.

so i really understand how it feels and how much you all have done for me.

especially the heartbroken one.

i dun blame the loving couple who end up quarrelling in the midst of my bday.

i understand that shit do happened.

and always at the wrong time.

not everyone can control their anger and emotions as well as others.

i had my cinderella night.

i had my splendid and satisfying dinner at mandai orchid garden with my beloved one.

i had recieved a priceless gift from him,

a collection of us

heart-felt words from him.

this is my year 2006.

n i'm lovin' it.

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make a decision, follow it

and never regret it.

live life the way you choose to be.

2006-07-27T17:39:00.000+08:00

Just went to meet the manager of Adidas yesterday.

wow... super happy now.. they're coming in as major sponsor man..

sponsoring apparels.. bikinis.. hopefully shoes as well..

plus prizes for the winners..

and we're even having a MR/MISS ADIDAS title winner eh!!

how fantastic is that.. win that and will get tonnes of ADIDAS stuff!!!

damn.

i should have waited and join this year instead.. >.<

but den again, i wont be the marketing head and goodness know who the sponsors are alr.. but this year the pageant ppl really damn previleged.

lots of goodies for them.

Hope i can cling the deal with perfect in black too!

hmm... okie.. some random photos.

had prob uploading the photos each time.

so cant really have them in order.

here are the photos taken with my supporters when i'm having my dance competition at marina square!

we won $300 for our short skit performance!

our team suppose to go for a big feast together.. wonder when the feast is coming.. think our captain ran away with our money!!!!!!!

haha.. nd had a big pimple and attempted to cover it with a plaster.. ;p

so silly looking.. hahaha!

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somehow i'm feeling the impact of how life will be as one gets older. no more fun, no more excitement, no more anticipation of spices in your life.

its just more work, more responsibility, more worries.

you gotta ponder and think of all the consequences before acting on anything, because ppl will no longer forgive you for acting on implusion.

things you gotta do, things you gotta stop doing.

no one will understand if you're ignorant or not. No one will put themselves in your shoes and think for you.

people doesnt understand what you need or what you want. humans are selfish. they only care bout what they need and want. who's really gonna be with you when you need them?

i'm sick and tired of being an optimist.

2006-07-21T21:04:00.000+08:00

i finally found my cable wire to upload all my fotos...
my sotong mummy kept it in the toilet drawer.
no wonder i couldnt find it.
haha.. lucky i still have a smart maid tat rem stuff once in a while.
warning:
so there's gonna be alot of fotos!!
real back dated ones.

this was one of the first few times nd ate with my mum..
and to please my boy.. we went to eat his favourite fish & co.

here are some pics when i was in LA.
some taken when i was bored sitting in the car
while travelling for 4-5 hrs to Las Vegas.
imagine how flat ya ass is when ya get off the car.

beverly hills i think.. where got the rich-ass shops are.. all the reknown labels

nice scenery rite?

this is hilarious.. you can find real ppl acting as super heros and squatting arnd on bins and stuff trying to get ppl's attention..

apparently i took this when i was hell bored in the car.. but isnt it a good shot?

my bro's frens in LA.

haha..mummy, kor and me!
still not a complete family.. cos my poor daddy's still stuck alone.. working his ass off to support this family.
how noble!
n how noble of my mummy to bring us up alone.
without hubby with her.
my noble parents!

2006-07-16T15:58:00.000+08:00

i have juz seen the ugliest side of a human last nite.

such a heartless, mean, uncaring, not understanding,

materialistic, unreasonable manipulator.... what is she worth?

nothing.

a childish, self centered, egoistic and selfish girl lik her

dun deserve anyone in the this world at all.

the way she treated you, was unforgivable.

you should be happy,

happy that you haven given much more before realising she such a person.

you should be happy that such a person will no longer be in your life.

its good riddence for u.

why love a person who can throw all ties with you

and treat it as if it doesnt even matter a single bit in her life?

she's a toxic.

toxic to anyone she comes across.

seriously speaking..she's an insult to all women on earth.

lucky she not my fren.

i'll be so ashamed to have such a fren.

2006-06-27T21:09:00.000+08:00

its been such a sickly week for me...

was down with high fever for 3 days with a temp of 39.6!

haha...hope my brain cells didnt get too fried.

went to watch JJ's concert on sat...wow.

his concert is fantastic...i mean his voice is really power and the audience were very sporting too..nothing beats having good audience to bring the house down.

too bad i forgot to bring my camera..

so cant show u any pics. >.<

by the way.. i passed my driving 2 weeks ago!!~

just received the actual licence today...

hope i can get a car soon..den i can say bye bye to buses and trains and most imptly..cabs!!

2006-06-13T22:43:00.000+08:00

A dysfunctional night,

an unexpected outcome.

a random choice,

a never-on-schedule date.

this is how we've been

and how we always will be.

this is us.

A wonderful view overlooking singapore,

a romantic ambience,

great tasting food,

an overwhelming and sweet-smelling bouquet of red roses,

a delicious big cake,

the prescence of my love one.

what more can i ask for?

happiness is when a person who loves you,

and the person you love,

is the same person.

2006-06-06T23:02:00.000+08:00

my colleagues...

3 from NTU and 1 from SMU.

all the uni ppl are venturing into banks huh?

2006-06-06T21:45:00.000+08:00

gosh... i' starting to miss my maid BiBi...

no one to pack my room when i wake up...

no one to cook maggie mee for me when i'm hungry...

no one to clear the heap of clothes lying arnd after i try them on...

no one to consult what shoe should i wear when i go out...

ps: by the way..my maid is my shoe fashion consultant!! buahaha!

man.. my maid's on hols for one freaking whole month!!

not even i dun get to go hols for one month..

bah!

but oh well... maids should take a break too..

they've been working 365 days a year after all.

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It was jolene's bday on sun!

had dinner at some seafood restuarant...

a 9+2 course dinner!

haha.. i swear i love nd's family.. extended family too..all so amusing.

~me and jolene~
she's such a nice sis to have..

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i walked down the dark pavement alone, thinking of you.

its been a while since we walked the dark path together,

i was a little scared without you beside me.

just as i quicken my pace...

i heard sudden footsteps coming behind me..

my body went stiff for a sec.

i turn arnd

and saw you, panting away.

you actually got up and chased after me,

just to walk that little stretch of road with me.

a heart tat worries and one that cares

i smiled as i held ur hands,

my heart smiled too.

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today i was working at Ministry of National development.

i was one of the lousiest promoter today.

BAH!

really cant stand those middle aged ladies that keep asking for freebies!! and complain over the smallest thing ever.

good god!

customer service is really a bad line of job if ya've fiery temper.

oh well, but our sweet manager jessie treated all of us to crystal jade to eat after work.. she paid a sum of $170 over bucks!

such nice manager we have. and she's married to a japanese and currently carrying their first child!!

and she freaking rich... so we're lik all dying to call her godma. heh

wat the hell is wrong wif blogger.. couldnt post my pics.

nvm... will add it in my next post.

2006-06-02T00:38:00.000+08:00

its workout time.

after slacking and accumulating all the fats.

went to swim and gym with nd e past days.

actually i only swam, was too lazy to gym.

exercised a little = still got exercise k!

haha.. n i took pic of nd gyming when he wasnt looking..!!!

up!~ down!~ up!~ down!~

wahahaha!!!

today was my first day of work being the acquisition executive of UOB credit cards.. its pretty good money. BUT, it's damn tough too!! had to stand the whole day and explaining cards after cards to the people. oh well.. for the money.. i'm willing to suffer!

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have you ever experience how it feels like when there seems to be a spotlight shining at you and everyone is just pointing at you in the dark? you cant see who's there talking bout you. But you can hear them. every single word, so loud n clear in the dead silent night.

Times when you feel lik you just wanna shrug away from the people, be invisible to the world and live a simple life of your own. Yet the spotlight chases you lik a super star, catching every single movement you make and making it known to the world.

you'll wonder. How disgusting human can be in this merciless society.

once condemned. you're considered gone.

people will not remember the good deeds ya've done, neither will they forget your wrongs.

humans can see all the good qualities about themselves, yet they cant point out their own mistakes.

They point at others in the dark, and condemned them for fear of being the one to be condemned at.

stop acting so angelic for goodness sake. it doesnt make you any more heroic or righteous in any god damn way.

you think you guys are so good that you haven done a single shit thing wrong in ya lives? ask yaself.

humans are all sinners.

juz sinners in different ways.

you have no god damn right to point at people when you aint an angel urself.

2006-05-28T23:40:00.000+08:00

my blog is all set with the help of my darling wx.

hurray!

my results was out yest..it was just average.

didnt do as well as i thot i could cos i really put in lots of effort this sem.

thot i could get an A for 2 mods, but end up getting B+.

damn those ppl who shifted me out of range in the bell shaped curve!

BOO!

Met nd in the afternoon, wanted to go for a shopping spree to make myself happy after getting the results...

dear bought himself 2 shirts..one from springfield and one from levis.

and me....

I got nothing!

wasnt it me the one that were suppose to relieve depression??

humph!!!

i kept throwing tantrum coz i didnt buy anything.

nd got so helpless from my whining that he was willing to buy my anything!

heh heh.. but i couldnt find anything much tat i fancy tat day.

wasted. =p

And talking bout the great singapore sale...shopping malls were packed.

hate shopping in such crowds.

we left town bout 7 plus and went to marina to fetch nd's mum and sis.

since he took the car, he has the duty to be the chauffeur and send them home.

went northpt to watch OVER THE HEDGE.

me nd and jolene.( his sis)

first time we watch movie together.

wanted to make her sit in between us and feed us popcorn! wahahaha...

surprisingly the show was better than expected.

some part of it were amusingly funny.

except that the whole theatre was filled with noisy kids especially these two boys behind us.

talk to each other as if they were talking across their dining table!

was telling nd tat if in future my kids were lik them..

i'll smack them.

think i'm on major pms... get irritated and pissed off quite easily these days.

hmmmmm

thanks dear for putting up with me

and making me laugh with ya silly actions!

muacks.

2006-05-25T21:17:00.000+08:00

TADA!! aint my blog nice now.. a true toilet queen's blog.

heh heh.

spent the whole night yest changing the stuff.. and i added in the comments function so ppl can leave msges down now.

still dunno how to add in tagboard thou... went to the website for tagboards and they say need to pay annual fee for it..

did you ppl pay for it?

spent the whole day at home today.

had nothing much to do until some sponsors for the Sportsball decide to screw up my day.. >.<

sponsor so little and expect so much publicity in return..

wth.

so end up spending the whole afternoon replying mails... calculating quotations, coming up with ideas of how their products can come in blah blah.

i swear off marketing in future.

not when i aint paid for it!!!

bah.

wonder what got into me when i decide to join the o-comm.

nuts.

anyway..i'm gonna go out to supper with nd soon.

going to eat bak choo mee!!!!

heh.. had a craving for it for quite some time.. and i'm finally gonna eat it.

TONIGHT!!

damn. think i'm getting fatter n fatter these days.

food is all i can think of.

oh well... since when do i not think of food anyway.

random

2006-05-24T20:02:00.000+08:00

The girls!

haha.. its pretty amazing how the three of us met and became frens.

how we were linked through other ppl at first and eventually crossed into each other's path in life.

AND....

We have something in common.

all 3 of us are blur lik sotongs.

In rank:

No 1: Cindy

No 2: Me

No 3: Liying

What a bunch of blur queens!!~

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alright...was sidetracking...anyway this photo was taken when we went to watch Da Vinci together..
well, according the them the show was so-so only. most of the twist in the book are shown but nothing else fantastic bout it. I haven read the book yet.. so got nothing to comment.
but after the show, i'm determined to finish reading angels and demons! borrowed the book from nd eeyons ago and its been collecting dust in my shelf ever since. cant blame me coz everytime i read, my eyes will get tired staring thru the tiny lines of words and den.. PIAK! the book will slam on my face and i'll fall asleep with it. When i wanna read it the next day, i would have not rem where i stopped n gotta flip a few pages back and start again..and the process goes on.
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ugh.. been going to quite a few interviews recently. still hoping to get a stable job soon. went to funan to have an interview with ken's mum yest, for the upcoming pc show.
gosh. worst interview i've ever been to. well, it was an enriching one.. cos we were basically lectured by his mum. we didnt know tat we gotta prepared ourselves and research on pc before the interviews... i mean how often does an interview require tat without any previous notification? besides, trainings were provided. so me and ly were happily appeared at the shop looking good and pretty, thinking tats all they're looking for.
who knows..
(i will not go into details of what she say coz that will be too long to be typed out)
she wanted us to go look arnd the shops in funan... learn from the sales ppl on the spot and den get back to her in a few hours time and pretend to sell her a notebook.
for computer idiots lik me and ly... who knew nothing bout RAM nor processors such as centrino core Duo nor ATI graphics etc..it was totally impossible to learn everything up in a few hrs time and be confident enuff to sell to a scary comp pro!!
i swear it was worse then exams... we collected phamplets, pretended tat we wanna buy laptops and see how the sales ppl explain and stuff.. den try to memorize some of the essential stuff.
we would have given up long time ago if the person interviewing us wasnt ken's mum!
finally after a torturous 2 hrs.. we decided to face our fate and return to the shop and say whatever crap we know. lucky, his mum was busy at the time, and as i had to meet wx to pass her the cap in town, we told the person to tell ken's mum tat we're rushing off and we'll come back another day to "sell her the notebook".
PHEW!!! wat an interview... the longest interview ever too. me and ly stayed at funan for a grand total time of 4 hrs!!! from 1-5pm.
crazy.
anyway, i'm not planning to do the show alr.
I'm not confident in sales driven jobs in the first place.
and i'm too scared to face ken's mum again.

2006-05-22T18:09:00.000+08:00

so i see....

all along its me tats being unfair to you.

its you tats been suffering in silence all these while..

i was so blind and dumb not to realise.

while trying hard to get back my place and identity in the group,

i forgot about you.

i forgot how complicated things were.

I thought you were being accepted juz lik me..

forgive me for being such an ass.

To ppl outside who have no idea of the truth, please think twice before you put down your judgement.

it was me.

me who caused all tat to happened.

i was the selfish one tat chose my happiness over the happiness of others.

i am the bitch..slut..whatever.

i wont care how ppl will think of me..coz it doesnt matter to me anymore.

it was my decision and i'm sticking by it.

i juz hope ppl out there will not throw the entire blame to someone..

someone who has suffered all these while to protect my happiness.

someone whom i've let down in the process.

well i guess... the point is..

we all ought to be more sensitive to the feelings of others.

i know sometimes when you all say something.. it was meant to be a joke.

but perhaps to somebody, it meant alot.

i'm learning to be more sensitive.

to make up for what i've missed.

there're two sinners, not one.

hope you guys remember this.

sacrifice for mummies and larry >.<

2006-05-12T11:52:00.000+08:00

today was another tiring day...

i was entrusted with the important task of getting larry's present for tomoro's celebration.

went to Toys'R'us in the afternoon to get the mini pool set for him.

i found two sets there..one bigger but more ex..and one smaller but cheaper.

didnt know which to buy..so called wx but she didnt pick up the phone.

so in the end i left forum without buying anything and head to taka to buy mother's day prezzies first. wasted trip...>.<

i was getting damn moody when i reach taka.

first thing of all, i hate buying present for others..cos i'll take half a day choosing wat to buy.

besides, today was public hol and town was damn freaking packed!

head to the watch section to get nd's mummy's prez first.

after roaming arnd for a long time and questioning the salesgirl...

i finally decided on the swatch watch..

kept calling dear for his opinion and stuff..bet he was damn disturb by my calls..heh.

the watch is kinda pretty and classy!

with diamond studs on it.

den i head down to the shoes section to get prez for my mummy.

walked arnd for 45 mins and finally settled on 2 pairs of shoes for her...

one's kinda glam..workish style...the other more of a casual heels.

actually i anyhow picked them cos was losing my patience.

but nevertheless, its still yummy looking!

and guess wat...just when i was bout to leave taka and back to forum for stupid larry's prez,

its started to rain heavily.

good god. another 'sway' day.

camped at wisma for a while.. and finally decided to chiong the rain.

dun give a damn if i'm gonna get drenched or whether the nice wrapping paper that i bought was gonna get soggy..cant be bothered!!!

luckily, the rain ceased soon and was only drizzling a little.

i knew god wasnt tat mean to me.

back at Toys'R'us...

tada! found the pool set!

so cute when things comes in mini sizes!

damn freaking tired after tat..my back was aching..so is my arms.. so is my thighs..so is my shoulders..basically my whole body..

I"M GETTING OLD! URGH!

wanted to cab home..but there was a bloody queue..

suddenly it hit me tat it was peak period.

damn.

finally got a cab 15 mins later and was on my way home.

home sweet home!

i love my home.. especially today.

well, at least i got the prezzies settled except for my aunt.

hope nd rem to buy stairway to heaven for my aunt.

some korean drama.

she's a korean drama series fan.

but man...i'm damn broke now..

spent 250+ bucks on the prez.

updated my bank book today and realised tat 800+ bucks mysteriously disappeared from my account in march.

dun rem spending so much.

wat i really need now is this...

lots and lots of it.

what a day!

2006-05-11T23:41:00.000+08:00

yesterday was hell of a rollercoaster day.

had the worse morning ever.

1st bad sign: woke up with a bloody sore eye.

2nd bad sign: suppose to meet nd at 9 and i woke up at 9.

3rd bad sign: got ready in my fastest timing ever of 15 mins and rush cab down to ssdc.

4th bad sign: for some reasons that i do not wish to mention, me and nd quarrelled. real bad.

5th bad sign: first time we argued in public face to face.

6th bad sign: first time that i was ever shouted/scolded at by my bf.

like how much worse can one's morning get.

dear was at ssdc getting ready for his tp scheduled at 11.

he had a revision early on at 7 in the morning and was free from 9 till 11. so i had promised to go down to acc him while waiting.

was really crushed and depressed after the big fight with him.

but dunno what came into me, i stayed on and waited for him till he finished his tp.

and i'm glad i did. we both cooled down a little just before his tp and i dun wish to affect his performance in his tp, so i kept quiet.

manage to gather watever courage and thick skinness i had and gave his a good luck hug before he went into his test car.

tats when things started to change for the better.

sat on the bench facing the circuit and prayed the whole way thru for him to pass the test.

i knew he wanted to pass it real bad.

and i dun wish to see him disappointed on top of the emotional trauma that we went thru earlier.

Alas, after a good 45 mins.

he was done.

he proceed to the debrief room with the test instructor and after a min,

he came out shaking his head.

showed me the paper......

tat big idiot passed his test!

haha.. was seriously happy for him.

(happy for myself too coz i dun need to spent money on cab fares anymore!)

wanted to go celebrate and have lunch but dear wanted to head home to shower first.

so we went to da bao bak chor mee to his house instead.

we were still kinda affected by wat happened in the morning.

we didnt talk much throughout the trip to his house, and while having lunch.

i was real sleepy after eating and because i slept very little the night before,

my body was protesting. (reason y i couldnt wake up)

nd saw my dying face and asked me to go to the room to rest.

guess wat, i laid on the nice comfy bed and dozed off almost immediately.

before i collapsed totally,

dear sneaked onto the bed with me and hugged me to sleep.

i smiled to myself in my dreams.

finally the unhappy times were over.

i slept for 2 wonderful hrs.

everything was back to normal after that.

spent the rest of the day hugging my dear and laughing at his spastic acting and jokes.

after dinner, nd drove us to northpt to watch MI3.

first time ever! nd was driving with a licence! and most imptly with me inside! haha

the movie was not bad..kinda exciting but with real typical happy ending.

den dear drove me home after tat.

sayonnara taxi fares!

you drivers can stop earning my midnight charges! ha!

but den again.." hello petrol fees."

dear's currently looking out for cars.. planning to get a sec-hand one.

he wanted a honda jazz..

reason being its small- easy to park.

i wrote his name on the car plate! heh.

but on well, i guess it'll depend on the price. average of 30k for a sec-hand car. so pockets gonna bleed real soon.

i hope i can pass mine tp soon too! its scheduled on 13th june. bloody far away. cant believe i booked it in april and the earliest available slot is in june. crap!

i'll get my own car too if i pass mine!

my dream car..convertable! (sorry, my drawing aint fantastic.)

man...i cant wait.

simply cant wait.

but i gotta wait.

damn.

shop till you drop!

2006-05-11T19:57:00.000+08:00

woke up at 8 in the morning on tues to go for the sportsball meeting..

haven woke up so early ever since exams ended.

meet pw at clementi to buy waffles to eat before going to sch.

heh..and yup.. we were half an hour late.

as usual, the meeting was crap.

venues for sportsball and sports bash have yet to be comfirmed

and how the hell am i suppose to tell the sponsors?

"the events would be held tentatively at either **** or ****"

they'll be wondering how efficient we can get. bah!

anyway i got loads of marketing stuff to do..my marketer under me will be away for one week in may and the whole month in june!!!

wow! she can REALLY lighten my workload man.

looks lik i gotta depend on me myself and I.

tat day was pretty horrendous.

was suppose to go down to sea sports camp to 'con' freshies into joining our pageant (haha!)

in the end, me and pw were too tired to go down after a long day of shopping.

besides, it was raining heavily and had difficulty getting down to east coast.

heh..so we juz indulged ourselves in shopping!!

was kinda bad mood tat day coz i quarrelled with nd in the morning..

and decided to pamper myself and bought quite abit of stuff!

my conquered items!

the shoes is damn pretty, bought them at far east.. its this batik print stuff on it and super got the royalty feel! me and pw bought one pair each!! she bought the brown one while i bought the blue one...gonna wear it this sat i guess!

and i love the cappy! bought it from mambo at pacific plaza~ there's this relatively new mambo shop there and the stuff there are simply yummy! and hell ex too.

den i bought the top from phuture state at wisma. they have really nice tops there but they only cater to SMALL and SKINNY ppl! how can they leave out big size ppl lik us!!!! humph! there's this another blue top that i fancy but i look hell fat in it.. lik bloody squeezing myself into it.. so demoralizing. bah!

yea..so went home a happy girl.

and a poorer one too.

spent close to 100 bucks on those 3 items.

oh well, things that girls do to cheer themselves up.

tat's what frens are for

2006-05-08T19:46:00.000+08:00

well i'm kinda back-tracking a little..

met up with my pal since pri sch on thurs last week.

its one of the rare times tat we met up ever since a loong loong time.

but hey! how many good frens can be lik us? didnt meet up for eeyons and when we do.. we still talk and chat lik old times.

met up at 4 at city hall and we comb down marina square..

gosh..kinda hate tat place

cos we were super unfamiliar with the mall and got lost.

Damn..so embarrassing.

den we head down to taka to have our yummy dinner at seoul garden!

the last time i ate there was lik 3 yrs ago?

we went arnd 8 or so and started our pig out session..

gosh i should have taken pic of the amount of food we took.

horribly lots!

actually it was not tat much, den when the waitress came up to us and say the last serving was at 945, ys went to take more food..

more chicken more beef more sotong and more veggies!

tat wasnt all.. cos both of us were eating at snail speed..

we have too much food and too little time to eat.

in the end, we were the last survivors of the whole restaurant!

imagine the whole floor crew packing up and waiting for two stupid girls to finish their food. >.<

bet they were cursing us the whole night.

and hell NO am i entering that place again.. at least gotta disguise myself first.

good grace! i didnt felt so full before...literally draggin my tummy out of taka.

we went for a stroll along orchard road (how romantic yea?)

haha.. we took lots of silly pics on the street and were laughing our heads off.

mayb we laugh too loud or something..

n we caught the attention of this group of jap guys nearby.

they came up to us and mumbled some stuff..

"konideska?"

(my own version cos i have no idea what's the exact of it)

oooo... they were quite cute.. typical jap guys with small eyes but shuai!

guess wat..

we were kinda blur n didnt really understand them so we juz give a stupid face

and shake our heads lik idiots.

only after a while did ys (she learn jap before) realised that they were speaking jap

and what they ask meant was..

" are you from japan?"

whamp! if we realised earlier

we could have at least gave better respond rather than looking at idiots. haha

oh well the good thing is tat...

we look lik jap girls!! yeah!!!

under the dim lights and shadows cast on our face that gave that delusion.

taking spastic fotos... i love my pig looking one! haha

had a fun day! went home near 12 and dear was kinda worried bout me walking that dark stretch of road home alone. whoops!

anyways, HURRAY to ys!

and HURRAY to our frenship!

i am toilet queen!

2006-05-08T03:19:00.000+08:00

my personalized toiletqueen logo! preetty~

Finally settled down myself to create my very own blog...man was it tough!

i mean for a computer idiot like me. this is alr considered very nice k.

By the way, i am not insane, calling myself toilet queen or an idiot who loves to associate herself with the toilet.

my dear nd used to call me tat coz i always frequent the toilet after i eat!

oh well, cant blame me for having 'super efficient' intestines rite?

and damn whoever who took the blog name 'toiletqueen'!!!

now i gotta modify my one to toyluttqueen. >.<

gosh. freaking exams is finally over. still have a month or so before the horrible results is released on 25th may! man..i gotta have all my fun before my dying day comes.

and guess wat.

i have a freaking long hol of 3 months with nothing to do.

really gotta give myself a kick in the ass and hurry get a job before my days are wasted rotting at home and being the biggest fan of SCV.

but i had a splendid time over the weekend. met up with the clique to celebrate kenneth's (aka my BIG bro) bday.

nothing feels better than having ya frens arnd and having a good laugh together.

laugh lik mad when our dear crazy wenxian stuff cakes into ken's mouth, and whack the shit out of him with a massaging thing consisting of a spiky ball and a hand-like thing to scratch ya back.

haha.. wx rox! the no. 1 fun and cranky girl on earth.

and she's my partner in crime! waha!

after having a hilarious time torturing ken at wx's house, we head to cosy bay for jian hui's bday party.

the place was beautiful..with lots of lights and a pagoda looking restaurant.

there's a bridge to cross over from the kallang side and me wx and nd were freaked out by a hideous spotlight at the side of the bridge.

it may sound silly but hell ya gotta see how scary it was..

somehow it look lik a small girl with long hair staring down at the river.

at every angle of it!

yucks.. my hair stands at the thot of it now.. brrrr..

we chill out a while at the place..having erm disgusting magaritas.

i ordered a mango magarita and it tasted nothing lik mango.

cindy, ken, nd and me left the place bout 10.30 or so and head to daze.

it was the lady boss's bday too tat night.

hell lot of people borned on 7th may.

we were all kinda hungry when we reach there and so we went chomp chomp to 'da bao' spicy squids and my darling nd ordered his favorite bak cho mee. the lady boss saw us eating and offered us curry chicken.

haha..bet the people arnd us was thinking who's that four hungry pigs....

after tat, we settled down to our drinks.

me and cindy had a whole bottle of port to ourselves..

n i tell you it is damn yummy!

taste lik dessert wine..;p

ken and nd was happily sipping their chivas away.

had a fun time talking at daze. forgot how fun it was juz to sit and chill with ya frens.

cindy was under curfew and gotta be home by 1.30, so ken sent her home while we wait for him at daze.

we (ken and me only, because nd was trying so damn hard not to fall asleep as he slept for 2 pathetic hrs the night before) chatted somemore and finally left at 330 or so.

reached at dear's house bout 4 and by the time we bathed and stuff it was bout 5 plus.

woke up arnd 2 and spent the rest of the day at dear's house lazing arnd.

but it was quality time spent together.

especially after a busy week for dear so we hardly meet up the whole week.

gosh this is getting kinda long.

shall head to bed alr.

damn. gotta think of what to do tomoro again.

having hol with nothing to do really sux.